People don’t just wait as long as you want them to while you do whatever you want. The world doesn’t work that way. Sorry buddy. I gave you a million chances to say yes and I got no ever. Single. Time. So don’t put this on me, because your the one that let a 3 hour mistake turn into a fucking 5 day fight. And since your friends all hate me fuckin OBVIOUSLY they will think I deserve the bullshit your pulling. However every one of MY friends, family and even neutral people I asked cuz I wanted an unbiased opinion said you were being incredibly cold for my “girlfriend”. And then you turn around and give me shit for giving up? I begged for your heart for days and understood you had no reason to give me another chance but in the end YOU are the one who never uttered the word “yes” to me so don’t get mad at me for finally listening to you and giving up. All I wanted fir Christmas was you, dude. But chillin with your homies that all hate my ass and lying to me whenever you want was more important to you. Peace. I don’t deserve that 

My Ex.

Its been an extremely rough break. You didn’t believe me when I told you my phone died and insisted that I was lying to you. This three hour fight scared the shit out of me, which is what YOU are understanding. You showed me that you can be controlling, just like last summer. I am sorry I ran. I am sorry I didn’t speak to you for a while. I understand what your going through. I understand how it hurts and once again I apologize but you need to put yourself in my shoes. You havent done that since this summer. You haven’t done anything sweet for me since this summer. You haven’t made me feel special. But this makes me high maintenance! I am sorry that I am a hopeless romantic. It doesn’t have to be all the time but just let me know you care. But all I wanted was a couple days with my friends but you couldn’t handle me having some space… I just wanted to get away from all the drama to clear my head to make the right choice. Instead you took it into your hands and broke up with me. On wednesday, i told you I loved you. Thursday, I had my family christmas party and a celebration party for my dad. Friday you left me. You couldn’t wait three days. Your family might think what I am doing is cold but I really don’t care.. Yes, all my friends hate you, take that as a sign… YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING WRONG! I am sorry that I am not going not hang out with my friends bc they don’t like you. Instead of getting mad because I was busy you should have cared about what I was going through. I was going through just as much heartache as you, but you didn’t notice / care. You just wanted me back. You tell me your going to change all the time but I can’t believe that anymore. Throughout the week you have called me cruel, cold, ungrateful, selfish, high maintenance and not the girl you wanted to be with. When all I did was try to have some fun. Yes, i was thinking about leaving but if you would have showed me that you cared a little more instead of convincing me to be with you maybe we would be in this position. Remember that your not the only one hurting…. your not the only that got there heart broken. 

Goodnight